Jun 24, 2022I Have Never Told Anyone About ThisI had an abortion after my divorce. I slept with just about anyone I could because I felt empty. My daughter was gone to her dads most...
Nov 1, 2021One, Two, Three, Four, FiveDriving through Utah on our way to Zion National Park, I keep checking my phone, looking for some bars. I can’t believe that our fate is...
Dec 13, 2020Hear you, hearing you.We have a funny saying in our home: ‘hear you, hearing you.’ It’s the not-subtle reminder that your children will take on, and repeat,...
Dec 13, 2020It was a shock to me.Trigger Warning: This story contains subject matter relating to suicide. It was a cool November morning. I was cleaning up the kitchen...
Dec 13, 2020The death of a future I thought I was going to have.There is nothing like being a mother. Our stories are unique, and should be honored as such. If we don’t, many vulnerable women will feel...
Dec 13, 2020You never really get rid of that muscle memory.I don’t usually talk about my pregnancy, birthing story, or the first two years of my son’s life. I stick to more upbeat topics. I was...
Dec 13, 2020I write this not knowing what the future holdsTrigger Warning: This story contains subject matter relating to miscarriage. Pure exhaustion, beyond any flu; vulnerability that can’t be...
Dec 13, 2020They didn't push him up, they didn't sew my cervix shutTrigger Warning: This story contains subject matter relating to death. Something felt wrong. I went to the bathroom and knew something...
Dec 13, 2020They had to sedate herTrigger Warning: This story contains subject matter relating to suicide. I work in the deli at Hannaford. I am in the chicken room...