Jul 13, 2022The sound of that heartbeat cemented my faithMy husband was out of town for the day of my scheduled checkup. Home with our first born (via emergency cesarean), I was well into my...
Jul 11, 2022 I had never felt so much love as when she was placed in my arms.I spent eight months worrying about what it would be like when I finally went into labor. I had heard so many stories about painful birth...
Jul 7, 2022Hockey MomsIn a high school varsity hockey game my son in his Jr. year, was going for a puck on the boards right in front of his team's bench. He...
Jun 27, 2022Two different choices can evoke the same emotions"I never had to grapple with a decision that would change my life one way or the other. When I found myself pregnant in a toxic ...
Jun 24, 2022Pro-life v. Pro-controlI am a privileged white woman. I am happily married and have three healthy sons. My husband has had a vasectomy and we do not want any...
Jun 24, 2022He wanted to get me pregnant without my consentMy first abortion was at 24 when I was living in Oregon. I found out at about eight weeks. I had no money, a gig job and lived across the...
Dec 13, 2020My daughter lied. My daughter lied. My sweet, quiet, honest (wasn’t she?!) daughter lied. And not just a little lie, but a big one - the kind with real...
Dec 13, 2020‘Who will hold me?’ I wondered.My last month of pregnancy I was wondering where my friends were. Busy with their business and not inviting me their fun. I guess due to...
Dec 13, 2020We knew prenatally that my daughter had Down SyndromeThe labor of my second daughter came on fast, and on our way into Boston, I almost gave birth to her on the Mass Pike. We made it to...
Dec 13, 2020Lost and found body partsYou’d never think that motherhood would involve so much losing and finding of my kids’ body parts! Not to mention the body parts I’ve...
Dec 13, 2020You never really get rid of that muscle memory.I don’t usually talk about my pregnancy, birthing story, or the first two years of my son’s life. I stick to more upbeat topics. I was...