Jul 10, 2022We were not ready to start a family. It’s almost 1am here. I’m wide awake after cleaning up the vomit filled bed of my eight year old. I’m also pregnant with my third child,...
Jul 10, 2022I know my healing continues as I share my storyMy husband and I already had two beautiful, healthy children that were well into self-sufficient ages. Two children were all we could...
Jul 10, 2022My mother is a grandmother now."My mother is a grandmother now she says to me let’s catch up so I put my book down take a deep breath say sure and she is already...
Jun 29, 2022I was terrified, alone and ashamed.It was 1969. A few months earlier a man I was on a date with had forcibly raped me. Now I was in Australia at a college friends sheep...
Jun 27, 2022Two different choices can evoke the same emotions"I never had to grapple with a decision that would change my life one way or the other. When I found myself pregnant in a toxic ...
Jun 26, 2022Because it was the right thing for me This photo is from a time when my then-husband was out fishing and I was, simply put, not okay. My body was broken in many ways after a...
Jun 25, 2022 I fell pregnant again 7 months laterI was only 23, just started my first “big girl” job. I was engaged, but my fiancé was involved in an unpaid apprenticeship. My god we...
Jun 24, 2022I Have Never Told Anyone About ThisI had an abortion after my divorce. I slept with just about anyone I could because I felt empty. My daughter was gone to her dads most...
Nov 20, 2021Rage shows up sometimes.When we were already late, but I chose to squeeze in 45 seconds to run the vacuum; which coincidentally, is enough time for both children...
Dec 13, 2020My daughter lied. My daughter lied. My sweet, quiet, honest (wasn’t she?!) daughter lied. And not just a little lie, but a big one - the kind with real...