I never asked

A different twist. My mom had two abortions when I was a teenager. Granted, she was seventeen when I was born...three months into being seventeen. I didnt know about them until a couple of years after the fact. My first thought was "oh my gad. why?" I never asked because I could tell it messed with her. She was changed a bit and, when I found out from her sister, i knew why. So i never asked. My second long thought was "will she be okay?" But I never asked. I never asked because she didn't know that I knew. Neither of us will be able to sit down and talk about it. She took that to her grave in 2004.